Troubled Self
Here I start to fill this empty posting sheet. It is 3.37am in the morning. I just woke up from my long sleep after 2 days sleepless night. Time has become to tough recently. Here is the fact. I started my internship in CK Paragon from 13 October 2008. Fortunately, I work 8 hours per day, 5 days (2 days off) a week with payment of 6 days working a week. It is because they already standardize the salary for internship and obviously lower than the part timer salary. So, as my calculation, it is like I am working for free for 1,5 week every month.
Yay. 2 days off in a week! What is good about this? These off day definitely are on Thursday and Friday which I should come back to school for core module classes. I though these are my only chance in the week to get rest from work but who knows, I did not even sleep on this Thursday and Friday because of the projects.
Saturday is coming. I got midshift. It is 11.45 - 19.00 and I will join my FA-mate right away for dinner. Miss them so much after long time never meet. I feel like these 2 months internship will be the busiest period of my life within these 20 years. And last week was my thoughest week within these 20 years. My mom came to Singapore when my school is so frutrating as usual. I still need to took her to some places and took her back late at night after I did my project (luckily she came here with my aunties). In this case, please don't mention about family relation, because I have been demanded so much by my family. So, do not try to give me any more burden as I already warned her I would not have time to take her around.
Phew.. I lost my external HD too last week. Sure, it was a great mental attack for me. All my songs and pictures are there! So I am like having a new world now without my music and I will be so stress if I think of how long I had spent to collect that 50GB songs. But, fortunately, I got closer with a girl in church that has a same music taste with me (but it is not the jazz part). It is really like one of a kind. So I copied all songs that she have. I am so glad, thank her so much. Now I have a sort of nice new songs. However, it is still like entering a new world. I have been listening to DBSK and Jay Chow and I love them so much. I feel like this moment is really not me but I am charmed to going toward that direction. I feel something changed in myself and it has been true that "your are what you consume".
Do not know why, suddenly I feel that this post content is so unorganized and might be hard to understand. I feel I need some more sleep. My head has been freezing in these last two days. Ok, this is the right time to end this. See you..
Yay. 2 days off in a week! What is good about this? These off day definitely are on Thursday and Friday which I should come back to school for core module classes. I though these are my only chance in the week to get rest from work but who knows, I did not even sleep on this Thursday and Friday because of the projects.
Saturday is coming. I got midshift. It is 11.45 - 19.00 and I will join my FA-mate right away for dinner. Miss them so much after long time never meet. I feel like these 2 months internship will be the busiest period of my life within these 20 years. And last week was my thoughest week within these 20 years. My mom came to Singapore when my school is so frutrating as usual. I still need to took her to some places and took her back late at night after I did my project (luckily she came here with my aunties). In this case, please don't mention about family relation, because I have been demanded so much by my family. So, do not try to give me any more burden as I already warned her I would not have time to take her around.
Phew.. I lost my external HD too last week. Sure, it was a great mental attack for me. All my songs and pictures are there! So I am like having a new world now without my music and I will be so stress if I think of how long I had spent to collect that 50GB songs. But, fortunately, I got closer with a girl in church that has a same music taste with me (but it is not the jazz part). It is really like one of a kind. So I copied all songs that she have. I am so glad, thank her so much. Now I have a sort of nice new songs. However, it is still like entering a new world. I have been listening to DBSK and Jay Chow and I love them so much. I feel like this moment is really not me but I am charmed to going toward that direction. I feel something changed in myself and it has been true that "your are what you consume".
Do not know why, suddenly I feel that this post content is so unorganized and might be hard to understand. I feel I need some more sleep. My head has been freezing in these last two days. Ok, this is the right time to end this. See you..
posted by Steven at
12:36 PM
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