Loosing Grip

Today, same like several days before. I am still flying. No matter how hard scientists are trying to find the way to flying without wings, I do not like this...

Let me start the story: I was in the library this morning. Like usual, greet the librarian, have some chat and laugh with them.

Ermm.. Let me shorten this story. Hehehe. I was found this book accidentally at a book shelf. Titled: Zodiac Sign. This book talks about the beginning of how the zodiac signs was found. And how the sign are getting simplified (and I think this make the sign even meaningless). Ok. Find this book at your nearest library or just come to Lasalle Library.

I opened the book. Just went to pisces section (which is my zodiac). This is not about fortune telling! I never trust it anyway. This is about personality (oh? again?) Here it go. ^^.

... symbol of a "united duality": which is, in sum, the nature of Pisces itself, being a sign which encourages artistic activity and sensitivity.

Pisces is the last Water sign, and the influence is sympathetic, imaginative, suggestible, emotionally malleable, self-indulgent and sentimental. When the energies are disciplined -which is rarely the case - then the native may give direction to this extreme sensitivity and find a means of expression in poetry, painting or dance. Under pressure, the native gives way to insecurity, and tendency it to become lazy, restless, chaotic, dreamy and lacking in self-reliance. ...

What they say are really me. Definitely.

What a bad side I have...

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miss that moment (high school)

okay.. i hate to say this... do not know why my default mood has change from 'hungry' to 'tired'. today, my right hand eye's muscle is so pain. i have not enough sleep. and just now just catch up my sleep for a while, took bath, and ate (i just ate a bit this afternoon. no appetite. and just drink almost 1litre of juice to recover my sickness).

now, i am feeling mellow. miss so much the time when i was in high school. miss the moment, the friends, the jokes, the stress, the teacher (i like biology, math and indonesia language of course). i love the uniform, the time when we play basketball, table tennis, volleyball. the time we had flag ceremony (now, i must wait once a year at the indonesia embassy.) love the.... (i do not love the love! ok. that is all. hehehe.)

i just looked back into some of my photo gallery. i do not have any word to say. just look at them:

this was when we study together to face math final test
they are (top:) me, frans, (bottom:) franky, anna.
(it is true if accidentally my eyes was closed)











it was on holiday, we went to Puncak.
they are: frans, anna, linyani, yoseph.
playing taiti over the night.
and u can see who was the winner: me.
hehehehe.










this was on our farewell party at carita beach.
i like this shot. so romantic maybe. hahaha.
they are: felicia, janni, me, tino, anna and novem.


miss them all!









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old blog

oh ya. i have an old blog. do not know why i am so mobile. hahaha. but not for this site: blue-anatomy. i love it. hehehe. thanks for Tirza and Louisa for the joyfulness of blogging.

here: http://tingkahkata.multiply.com/

i uploaded some songs that i have mention on my last post and you can see some pics from past time. ^^.

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tired

Hellow... It is so wrong, so boring, so flying. and nobody online and or update their blog, not in the mood to do work, i think this is the time for blogging.

i do not know why i am so tired. my energy just can last for half a day only for this last few days. maybe because of the preparation of "creative night" at the church. it has ended. tiring? fun? joyful? of course! and i feel something is lost now: the business, the stress, the joy, all! but, gladly it was ended well. i am so gladdd. ^^.

i got 3 merchandises from 3 groups i have participated that night: singing (a candle in a plastic wine glass), poetry (a huge pencil), and decorating (a small ceramic box). ah, love them. hahaha. but i do not have any space to keep them. btw, the glass candle has break when i was in the bus. huahua. sad..

hmmh... what else... i was being nostalgic too much until forget what is the next. hahaha.

bible camp is coming... i give all up to the Lord. i even do not know if i have time. i have decided to join the crew immediately without know that i have not registered yet. hahaha. i thought that time Sansan has registered me. ok! now, i am in charge for transportation. and i have two main friends in this : Ko Hendro and Louisa. we are team! ^^.

i think that is all. now, i just like to listening to:
- hitomi no juunin (the dweller of the eyes) by l'arc en ciel
- are you feeling fine by l'arc en ciel
- overjoyed by peppy kamandathu
- 3 hari untuk selamanya by float
- pulang by float (there are many contexts of "pulang" for me, maybe not for that one)

and i am developing an idea to write a poem about Renanda and her stunning theater show.

blogging is just like a piece of story which is folded and going to be read later.

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Whatever Kid Video

open video

hahaha.

whatever!

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Lame Chat

Today is so tiring. My class was from 11.00-02.00. Presentation class. And do not know why. All of us just drawing portrait of our friend and simplify it for use in fashion illustration drawing. Imagine! Fashion illustration of designer must be done as fast as we draw a signature. Hahaha. Practice practice.

After that I was so boring. sewing studio is always crowd of people. I do not have any machine to sew on. (Oh ya. This morning was my first experience with the sewing machine. Fun, troublesome, and it is a long story. Sorry, tired to type about it. Hahaha) And I just went to library. My most favorite place, my first aid for some problem and where are some of my friends dwell in. Hahaha. Love you all.


Tadaa.. It was the time to put a work on my project. But.. no mood.. (My friend was talking about to make a mood board for a presentation. Wonder what is it use for.. Can use for recharge my mood? Hehehe.) And finally I just chating with Louisa who was so (we call it:) "mumet" (something like stressed and depressed) and I said, I did so. And we was become "mumet" people this stupid afternoon.

On the other task, I was chating with my Indonesian friend which is from other faculty. he do not have any class today (if I not forget). And this is a part of our chat that I said it is so ...

Clue: read what he type on his name.
(Sorry, not available in english. So sory...)

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Today's Starve

Monday, 20 August 2007

Today is first day of my 2nd week for fashion class. It is getting more effective and my sickness is getting alive. After 4 months never speak english makes me can not use that language confidently. Since my speaking and listening are not really good. Hope my friends understand and I am still trying to get close with them all. Oh ya. There is a cute girl in my class. Haha. Cheerful and observant. Adorable.. =D

10. 30
For my first project, I though my group is not that good. But, sorry. I was wrong. The leader has a very good leadership (she is better than me) and the other members are have their research result already. And the bad thing I have nothing to show them today. Ok. Time to catch up my grip.

14.00
First sewing class was start. The lecturer is so cool (if I have a same taste as her). She has 4 colors hi-lighted on her hair but she is quite old, can be 50. But it is ok la. Since she is fashion people and her sewing skill is nice (I wonder that she sew her cloth herself). Huahua. Do not know what is wrong with me and her. And I have 3 parts of sewing assessments to be done by next week.

15.00
Product management class was start. The lecturer is a male with a gentle behavior (I do not say that he is like a girl, control your imagination please. Hehe.) When the class started, he give us a paper which mention the rules in his class. Hmm.. Can you imagine... He can be my severest lecturer. But he is quite humorous and brilliant! I like this. Let's see whether I have found an inspiring lecturer in fashion faculty. Hehe.

16.30
OMG... In the middle of that class, the starve spirit was attacking my stomach again. Is lunch with a set of chicken rice (again..) not enough? I felt full after I finished that s$ 3.50 meal from food junction (Bugis foodcourt). This must be something wrong with my stomach. I hate this.. My lunch just last for 4 hours. I heard my stomach was roaring and I hope it will not roar bigger that that or the entire class will hear it. Huuh.. Luckily it did not...

17.00 (17.30, the lecturer was late)
PPD class. I didn't hear what is PPD (is it PPD?) properly. But one of the P is stand for personality. ^^. The one I know is this is the class for the lecturer who is incharge of my class to maintain our study, problem, etc. And our first activity is to introducing ourself to the class. I was need to mention: name, why i choose fashion and Lasalle. And here I went: "I'm Steven from Indonesia. I choose fashion because I like art. But my father want me to run a business then I take fashion management. And I want to learn who clothe can work on human body. I choose Lasalle because I like the library so much. It's big! and I heard there are so many international student in Lasalle, then I think it should be a good school lar (oow. singlish..) Because of this session, no wonder another 1 Indonesian student. ok, there are 3 of us now. But do not know why we are not that easy to get close to each other.

18.00
Go backk!! Hungry.. Oh ya. That cute girl passed by the busstop with her class-mate (which is my class-mate also.) But the busstop was so crowd. They did not see me.

19.00
Reached home, turn on my laptop and type out this post. See, how big my loyality to you, reader! (hug.. ^^)

19. 49
Time for dinner now.. Please do not test my love, ok? Hahaha. Bye all..

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Test? Again? Let me please... ^^

I got this test from Louiesa (how I spell her name perfectly =p). Interesting test. Hehehe.

You Are 87% Creative

You are an incredibly creative person. For you, there are no bounds or limits to your creativity. Your next creation could be something very great... Or at least very cool!

How Creative Are You?

What will be my next creation? I am so curious. ^^.
Btw, I'm not a professor. Don't take me too serious, ok?

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Test Madness

Hi2. I found a test that looks interesting. Hehehe. Just for fun and the result is so funny. ^^.

Your Monster Profile

Death Beheader You Feast On: M&Ms You Lurk Around In: Candy Factories You Especially Like to Torment: Cops

What's Your Monster Name?

Hahahaha.

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Another Personality?

Hello. I just woke up. It's 7 o'clock. Do not know why my wake up time is getting earlier day by day, even i start sleep at the same time: around 12pm. After wake up, I do not have any idea what to do for today. Okay, last night I suddenly slept when I was sms-ing my friend to confirm today's activity. After I woke up, there is no any news has been up...

I turned on my laptop, check my blog and.. Oh ya. I forgot to visit Tirza's blog. She said she putted some new post on it. And tada.. No wonder.. She did some more personality quiz on internet. ^^'. I read the result: "If someone makes you mad: You're likely to throw something at them." I thought : how rude.. Can't imagine how she throw a shoe later. Hahaha.

There is other personality test on her blog. It looks interesting. Hehehe. Then I try. This is the result. It is really accurate!

Your Power Color Is Red-Orange

At Your Highest: You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth. At Your Lowest: You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked. In Love: You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve. How You're Attractive: You are very affectionate and inspire trust. Your Eternal Question: "Am I Respected?"

What's Your Power Color?

But, orange color? I do not like orange color as I like orange fruit. But it remind me to Louisa. Her favorite color is orange =). I think the result means brown, its warmer than orange. Hehehe.

Sorry, the time is up. I need to stop now. ^^.

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Personality?

This is my personality test result. I think its so accurate. Hehehe. Even I don't think can be an alternative medicine guru. ^^.

You Are An INFJ

The Protector You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity. Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is. You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience. You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them. In love, you truly see relationships as an opportunity to connect and grow. You enjoy relationships as long as they are improving and changing. You can't stand stagnation. At work, you stay motivated and happy... as long as you are working toward a dream you support. You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher. How you see yourself: Hardworking, ethical, and helpful When other people don't get you, they see you as: Manipulative, weak, and unstable

What's Your Personality Type?

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